.Sunday, February 22, 2009 ' 8:14 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
i seriously think that i'm having a life that isn't exactly a LIFE.
i cannot feel that i'm alive. despite the fact that my blog is..hoho!
this is another weekend of CO, do homework and chiong last minute revision for coming exams.
i feel sleepy all the time..& i feel like screaming my head off (though i won't want to be headless).
WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS?
WHAT HAS LED TO THIS MISERABLE SITUATION?
& the worst part is that i still have tons of things to do besdies study.
stress huh?
for me personally, most of the stress doesn't seem to come from studies.
if my life is made up of only homework, revision, etc... it won't be this miserable.
i can only blame my killer schedule to SYF...um,sorry.
though i start to enjoy CO more and more, & my love for pipa is grwoing...i still cannot tolerate the fact that my precious saturday for sleeping is taken away by CO.
my whole saturday is practially ruined because i wake up early for CO.which makes me sleepy for the whole day & thus cannot revise effectively.
but still, i won't skip CO. because i know it is not the right thing to do. & i would blame myself like hell if i became the 害群之马 during SYF.
actually, i know many people have even busier schedule.....but for a lazy person like me, it's very hard to keep up with a routine that has so few breaks for me to play computer or do photoshop...hopefully,by the end of SYF, everything will get better.
p.s RAWRRR!MATH TEST TOMORROW! how am i going to accept it if i failed my first math exam for this year?(erm, the surprise test last time is not counted)
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