DO I CARE?

.Friday, March 27, 2009 ' 9:59 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

today my mom went to meet mr choy ^_^
they talked about math...gradually went to some topics that are irrelevant.
but mr choy was very nice.
& can feel his committment to teaching. he really likes teaching & likes students.which many teachers lack of.
he is really really a very friendly, nice, cute, and a teacher who teach very well.
REALLY WELL.
for the past two years i have been falling asleep in math.
i was losing hope for math, & my interest for math was fading away.
when it comes to this year, mr choy seemed to be erasing off my detest to math.
i have never fell asleep during his lesson.
not even once.
& this is very rare to me! esp for subject like math.
the only subject i won't fall asleep was history..now math is added to my list.
the lesson even became interesting! with mr choy amazing us with math....(wow, math rules. math saves the day!)
not only that...he is very responsible!
he told my mom he will sms her so she can ask him questions any time.
honestly speaking, i thought he will forget..just like many teachers do...however, he remembered! my mom was like:"这样的老师真的很稀有!"
true lor. & RV is losing this kind of very good teachers...so sad...T_T
although we must adapt to any environment & be independent, it is a fact that teacher influences a lot on a student about one particular subject. a student can hate a subject because of the teacher..but can also like a subject because of a teacher.
& i think it'll be inhuman if a student actually dosen't like mr choy.
it's like: are you insane?
lucky our class has a very good attitude. if i'm in a class with bad learning attitude whom dosen't know how to repay mr choy's kindness and hardworks, i'll feel very very bad. esp when the teacher is so nice still.
i rather he has some 脾气. hoho
&it's this kind of teacher that is capable of making the students like to learn, like a subject, and even willing to work hard in order not to disappoint him.
but sorry my IQ is really not high enough to score math well. i can only work hard....really hard
such a pity that i can only enjoy half a year having the best teacher i've met in singapore to teach my class....T_T must pull up my standard before i'm left to the wild..haha

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.Saturday, March 21, 2009 ' 10:03 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

today i shall introduce my sims family-夏

this is the mom.夏凌霜

this is the dad.夏逝

this is the first generation daughter, 夏雪莹. means i created her, she's not naturally born X.X

first generation son, 夏雪逸.twin of 雪莹.

this is the second generation daughter, 夏凌雨. she's very pretty for a naturally born child! really! first successful pretty baby!

this is the second generation son, 夏凌枫. he's...well..typical naturally born child..means...erm..ugly..
might remove him from the family...depending on whether he can become nicer-looking when he is grown up.

well, this is the first real sim that i have created all by myself..not added to the family list cause i think is not very pretty.

this is the second one! much better & is very pretty ^_^. added to this family. her name is ....唐绾纱 if i remember correctly.

third one..not bad but looks similar to the second one. her name is 慕容冰雪.

& to end off...

these days the house keep on catching fire....despite the fact that all of their cooking skill is to the maximum already?
think the firefighter must have been fed up with this family....

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.Thursday, March 19, 2009 ' 3:19 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

today i didn't go for the talk.
not because i pon!
my mother fall down yesterday in bathroom, injured her back, and thus was unable to move since yesterday.
her condition was really bad yesterday, moving or changing position is even a difficulty.
so i cooked the first complete meal in my life. which is to include meat,vegetable and rice.
& it's edible okay! some even taste nice hoho~(except the fish was a bit salty...but still very nice with pepper).
today it was better.at least she can move, even though slowly, but she cannot bend her back..
so i still had to do chores.
despite all this, i still can rest for a while....so touched! first time in march holiday that i can stay in my house for whole day!
hooray!
but still tons of homework to do....sian
actually, i wanted to go for this talk thingy cause i think it's quite interesting...&i missed the first class outing! haiz...wanted to tell yy this weird dream i had but nevermind....tomorrow still have co!
&i wan co!co! mr lum is soooooooooo cute! cute&sexy lum!
ok. i shall stop crapping & go wash dishes....T_T still have math to be done....

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.Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ' 7:34 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

OH MY GOD.
I EXPERIENCED THE DARKEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE.
yes. the darkest.
my house became totally black-out for no reason.
all the electiricity is gone.
&so luckily i happen to be alone at home.
my mother went out to meet her college friend who came here in vacation.
so i was in the house...seeing the sunset, went to the light source as near as possible, and was thinking why the hell am i so lucky.
one thing i should feel glad is that my hp is almost fully charged, so i can contact others.
i contacted my mother, who seems not very worried and was involving in something(she seems to be shopping with her friend).
i also called my father in china, who seemed more concerned....he asked me not to touch the strobe(is this the right word?). he said stay away from it.
in contrast, my mother asked me to open it. she said where got so scary de...
then i opened. hooray. nothing happen.
so my mother called her other friend who lives nearby to come & help.
i don't mean i'm angry with my mom's reaction..but honestly speaking i was a bit bu-shuang.
maybe all mothers are like that...when it comes to someting they don't tend to worry so much..dosen't mean they don't care. just that they are more relieved to let the child settle.
while for fathers, they always think their child is not grown up yet..so they worry & can be very protective when the child is doing something "dangerous"

so i was waiting.
but i couldn't just sit there & watch the room darkening.
so i went to hunt for candles..i found 1, but cannot find lighter.
& so i used the fire from cooking stove.
haha. poor candle lit up. actually it's quite nice.
when i was carrying it to the living room i felt like singing happy birthday song.
i waited until 7.30.
when i was waiting, i thought if the light never come back, i shall take a lot of money with me & go to the nearest shopping centre & sit in some very nice restaurant.
& guess what?
the thing that came to my mind before the money part is homework actually!
i was thinking i should bring as much homework as possible.
oh my god.

& so the person came, pulled the strobe.
miracle! the electricity came back!
wow! at that moment i felt my love towards electricity over-flowing in my heart.
& of course i was quite proud of myself. for being so calm & never asked my mother to come back while i was calling her in the dark!
haha! praise me for my bravery!

but i was a bit disappointed in the end...i thought i can do as what i have planned....to bring a lot of money out & settle down somewhere in a restaurant..dosen't this sound exciting? like adventure like that?
if this is going to happen i won't have to go for the seminar & etc on tomorrow..
haiz...可惜阿....

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.Friday, March 13, 2009 ' 9:05 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

holiday coming?
才怪咧。
i don't see 3rd weel of march as any holiday. it's just ordinary days for me to come back to school...just that it's not for the purpose of lessons but other bloody stuffs.
i just want to laugh & shout :" i have no life!"
&i hate people who complains they cannot finish their homework.
you think you are busier than me huh?
here are my schedule for this so-called march holiday:
14th, sat- CO in the morning
15th,sun-finally can rest, but got 1h lesson
16th,mon-CO in the morning
17th,tues-CO in the afternoon
18th,wed CO in the morning,continued by student leaders seminar until 5pm.
19th,thurs-BSP talks, from 8am to 5pm
20th,fri-CO in the afternoon
21st,sat-CO in the morning
22nd,sun-last day of dumb holiday!!!

as i am writing..i start to feel even more miserable.
how did i end up in this kind of pathetic life?
& the best news is there are so little homework!(hooray)

1. phy ASK + assignment 3
2. bio reading & writing assignment
3. bio assignment 3
4. bio presentation
5. chem reading & writing assignment
6. 双文化简报
7. 华文作文3
8. math practice ws with 20+Qs
9. LA book review
10. LA CA research & ws to be filled in

hahahaha. how my life rocks!
this is the result of taking triple sci with BSP & being in a perfomring arts CCA with SYF coming and joining SC.
well, i think i can't blame anybody. ONLY MYSELF.
i chose this path.....& dug my own grave.
so wondering why i still have the time to blog?
just now i was trying to focus on doing some phy assignment 3 stuff, but i think my brain is dead.
my head aches & i desperately wants to lie on the bed...i'm only happy in my dream( well mostly..if i have similar dream as the one i had yesterday ^^).
so i decided since my brain cannot function, i shall blog to distract myself & write down this memorable moment in my life.
wanna bet if i can finish all my homework?
& prizes will be given if you can challange me by saying you are busier than me!

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.Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ' 5:48 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

today is a sad day....
mr choy shared his life story with us, & i'm amazed by how strong he is & ashamed of myself
compared to him, the pressure i have in my life seems like nothing & yet i'm so bad at handling it.
so..i SWEAR that i shall try to stop complaining everyday & stop feeling so bad & live a happier life
stop worrying about the crap result! what does it matter (lying to myself)? after all, what is important is to be happy!
but i have to say, the way school tabulate results is very weird and rediculous.
i have no idea how come i passed the exam & yet my result is not as good as those who didn't pass.
you mean their oral presentation is so much better than mine?
but i think i didn't screw mine leh?
i didn't mean to offend you all if you are those people i'm talking about..i'm just very confused.
& feeling it's very unfair.
is this caused by moderation? hmmmm... i seriously think moderation is a tool to cheat yourself lar. the moderated marks is like a lie...that only makes the progress report look nicer.
it's not that i can't understand why the school moderate certain subjects,but i think at most they moderate it to a pass grade. moderate to A grade? isn't it rediculous?
if this is the case why do we study so hard for exams?
so i decided to clairfy my questions with teachers tomorrow.

anyway today me yy and kc went to super dog. again. i think i'm feeling a bit sick of it though i was the one who suggested.
& this is a extremely long.....fries....

almost as long as my face.or is it longer?

i slacked today. finally. i don't want to do bio, phy, lots of ASK, Biculture & stuffs....cause i'm stuck in the mid of bio prac & phy ASK! why isn't anybody online? somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ' 9:35 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

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this is the longer version though, but it's damn damn damn nice!
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definitely worth watching till the last & still want to watch it again!
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.Sunday, March 08, 2009 ' 6:23 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

yesterday i went to the NUS CO concert, as what i do every year.
this year's name is allure...hmmm...such a chim name.
anyway, lum was soooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!! oh my god! cute as usual!
i was sitting at the last row on the 2nd level, so didn't see his face clearly...
but his actions are like so damn cute!!!!aaaaaaaaaar! lum >.<

some people zi-lian in toilet. the toilet was very creepy as the hallway outside is literally black (no light) and there was nobody in the toilet other than us & seniors.

my 2 very cute juniors, joey and anyi! we were separated sadly...never mind, next year we can sit together!

our fav pose...yy's face is blur....she said this is a very ugly action but i think we look funny.

some stupid person forgot her handphone...and this is taken during the break. the toilet was not so scary already...as many people chiong-ed to pee.
see the pinky person who showed her hair...yushy dressed like some evil senior...where is the cuteness!!! but have to say only the appearance changed...inside is still yushy!

somewhere outside the concert hall...there was a gallery on some bio and chem stuff...they were so chim!!!!

the concert was....i have to say..some songs are very creepy.
especially we were sitting in the last row, and behind us there were some windows-inside totally black and nobody is in.
xiuhui kept on brushing my arm....luckily later yushy came to join in & i gotta play with her to distract myself from xiuhui and the creepy music.

i still preferred last year's one..tian shan sheng hui..
nevertheless, mr lum is still very cute & coming to support him is like "duh"

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.Thursday, March 05, 2009 ' 8:49 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

i have to make a statement that doctors are the 2nd most suck-ish group of people in the world.(1st is lawyer and reporter)
they cheat patient's money, some even cured the patients to death.
this sounds extreme...but we need to doubt it.
i believe some of the cases of death is not because of the disease itself, but the doctor..though no solid proof?
how to? patients are like doctors' guinea pigs.
but i have to admit, not all the doctors are like that.
however, we still cannot fully trust any doctors existing in this world. because we cannot prove them right, thus their judgement might be wrong.
and i suffered as a result.
not exactly they did something wrong.
but they wasted our moeny! for like few hundred dollars!
because of their irresponsbile and suckish skill. and this is in NUH! NOT POLYCLINIC!
i seriously doubt the level of the doctors in singapore now.
what the hell in the world are they doing for patients?
everytime i go repeat the same process, very fake-ly assure you everything is alright, you just have to come back and treat for a period.
bluff s**t ar?(oops.sry. a bit vulgal..)
only by crapping they can earn 50 dollars each time.
NO WONDER everyone wants to be a doctor.
our medical facility is advancing? how come the trustworthiness and sincerity of the doctors are degrading?
how do we continue to live if we cannot even trust the only source we can seek for help when we're sick?
really damn pissed with the hospital and all those rubbish doctors (clarify: not all! i believe there are very good and skill-ed doctors. just that not whithin my reach... ) who only know how to 敷衍 the poor patients who got no choice but to go to hospital to treat their illness as they have no knowledge in this field.
tsk-tsk-tsk.
if they still haven't solve my problem think my mom is going to slap the doctors already. haha. && i'm willing to help

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.Monday, March 02, 2009 ' 6:57 PM Y

【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】

term 1 tests are all over!!yay!!!
finally, can relax and not to worry about wasting time instead of revising.
even though there are tons of homeworks and other stuffs to do, it's not as bad as tests so i don't feel that bad.

just i dugged out something very old....a photo or somekind of poster that we have made last year during art.

my skill not bad huh? at least i think ours is one of the best (*^__^*)
anyway yueyao's face so qian-bian as usual..as if somebody has forced her to take the photo with me

&& this is definitely a very cute one...

notice something different??
*cough cough* of course~ this is improved version of the original one..though i wanted to post, i scared somebody will kill me

乖哦yushy~我这边还有很多呢....所以不要跟我玩哦~

i feel so weird...all of them...suddenly looked so stupid and dumb to me.
& i don't even know why...can't even find a reson to think this way..
not all of them are despised by me..but when i looked at the photo...i just wanted to frown and think: what are this bunch of idiots doing and why are they so happy?

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