.Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ' 7:21 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
sry kc didn't mean to copy ur post..
but this is really what i wanted to say to the dearest
tcher ever...
i just want to express my emotions and gratitude
this is a special dedication to someone, who set a rule but 自己却 broke it. & all the other
classes suffered like hell, even facing the danger of getting damn good results. this great person gave all the privilages to 自己 de
class . & treated all the other
students like trash because they don't deserve anything & they must earn it by themselves.
http://www.youmaker.com/sry if this is a bit noisy (cuz got background music), you can click on e link below to view on a new page
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.Thursday, April 23, 2009 ' 7:43 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
i havea always wanted to blog about this but was..well...erm...too embarassed and i couldn't find the right chance.
so now, i use SYF as a reason to post about my gratitude for my section.
this is specially dedicated to pipa <3i still rmb how i was unwilling to go co when i was sec1. and when i see people going to school just for cca, i thought something was wrong with them.
now, i totally changed my perspective. now, i'm currently like those people. i want co. co SYF was like my goal for a long time, and suddenly when it ended i feel empty. and i really want to go back to cca, see all of your faces and 一起努力 again.
i also rmb the incident that has happened in sec1. though none of you ever mentioned but i didn't forget.
i think i owe you all a sorry for long time already.
now i came to think back, i think i was really very 欠扁. & i'm really greatful that my seniors are so forgiving.
and so we didn't really bond at the start.admit there was like a cold war.
but things got better, especially during the penang trip.
that was the first time i went overseas with school, and it's one of the most memorable thing in my life.
we really bonded to become a section during that trip. and i began to realise how lucky i was to be in pipa. to have section mates like you all, whom i really love and enjoy every moment together.
then it was zhiyin4. once again, we have exprienced something together and that drew us even closer.
finally, the SYF.
i think our section really put in a lot of effort. we really cared. we rarely miss a practice and try our best to do whatever the intstructors have said.
although we might not be good enough, we still improved a lot and i think this already proves our passion for co,and for pipa.
i must thank my seniors again. i know it's because of your effort that i was able to go to SYF. & i was really touched. you are really great seniors!!!!
even though SYF might be the last stage that we will perform together, but i think our bond will not disappear. the days we spend together, all the hapiness and tears, will last forever.
ziqi: you have been very cheerful and funny! always able to make us laugh with your "craziness". if you are not there, i feel like there is some empty hole that make us all feel sian. thank you for encouraging us juniors a lot and try to advice us to play better! i got listen very seriously de! haha!
elisa: 淑女!!hehheh.i have to tell you your presence always make people calm..because you look like a 大姐姐 taking care of children! not saying you look old, but you are very 温柔 and "motherly". you should smile more often because your smile is very sweet! thank you for being more normal because if you are like ziqi or ximeng, i think we'll all go crazy (oops. don't come after me ziqi ximeng!)
ximeng: hoho. didn't know that your 嘴巴 is very 贱. like me!! do you know that you are very funny! like 背地里默默搞笑 type. & i have to give a thumbs up because you are very strong (not as in macho). i think if during the section talk you also cry then i surely got tears coming down..(i'm trying very hard to cry you know!i'm so cold-blooded these days, although i feel damn sad but no tears come out!) i think we'll be a great team if we work together and tease xiuhui!
joey: zou-yi. your laughter is soooooooooooooooooooooo cute and funny! why didn't you let us record and use as our message tone? although because of SYF we rarely see each other, but i think after CO resume we can have fun togther again! luckily we still have you and anyi if not me and xiuhui will die because of loneliness as seniors have graduated le T_T
anyi: forgive me for calling you aunty also. didn't know that you are quite suitable to be a teacher leh! good job teaching newbies! anyway just want to tell you that your face is very funny! always like the same expression that gives people a feeling that you are being bullied.. or maybe the sian face -.- we'll have more time together after CO resume and i shall examine your expressions!
last but not least, xiuhui!(see i put you in the last so nice!):
i always wondered what will happen to me if my good buddy was not you, and was someone who is sucky and not-likeable kind of person.my cca life will be very miserable, even if there are damn good seniors and super cute juniors. we seem like very different type of person, but we can actually talk a lot of things and even share feelings that we only tell to our very very close friends. even though sometimes you are overly-crazy, i think i'm quite used to that part of you. so let's accompany each other on the road of CO! & we shall never pang-seh each other!
i love pipa!!!!i love my seniors,juniors and seniors!!!thank you for making my life so great!
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.Monday, April 20, 2009 ' 8:49 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
YES.today is SYF.
the day we've been waiting for so long.
the event that we've been preparing since we stepped into CO.
i cannot say we did our best today. i cannot say we deserve gold with honours.
but what saddend all of us is not mainly our result.it's THEIR RESULT.
i can't belive and i can't accept. how can they? is that the music that is up to standard?
i know people have different tastes. but when 5 people have the same taste that is different from all 80 people, i start to doubt.
i know like what mr lum has said, if we lose, we shouldn't cry. we should let it go and congratulate the winner.
but seriously. i cannot accept. it's so hard to let it go.
maybe we shouldn't blame them and just accept the fact that we didn't do our best. i was not into the music. maybe i was too careful. or maybe because what i hear is very soft around us.
anyway, it's over. & we can't change the fact.
but i won't regret participating in SYF.because even though we didn't get the best result, we tried our best, and i can feel whole CO improving, bonding, uniting....
&i realise how lucky i am to be in my section, with such caring and loving seniors & juniors....people like me rarely feel a sense of belonging to something. if i like it, i really do. & i really really love my section.
i almost cried during the section talk before SYF, but decided to save my tears on stage and after the performance.
in the end, i didn't have the chance.....
nvm co! don't be sad and depressed! just think that 他们没有眼光.
& 十年后我们又是一条好汉！（ok maybe not 10 years but 2 years)
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.Thursday, April 09, 2009 ' 5:47 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
i have always wanted to blog recently...finaly today i had the chance.
today is really a fustrating day.
i have screwed up everything today.
in the morning. i screwed the SYF preview.
i sucked. my 母亲 was out of beat.again.
i'm really really very scared that this will happen during the actual thing.
THEN PRACTICE LAR!
yes. i have been practicing but seems it isn't enough...
seeing their disappointed face make me so guilty..
somemore band didn't get the ideal result.which *cough cough* made someone very unhappy.
i saw her black-face during SYF preview today.
&she should be thinking:co has failed too.
but can't they just give less pressure on performing arts?
seeing band practice so hard....& yet some of the things can't be achieved regardless of how much effort you put in...
co is really in danger. it was long long ago.
but some people just don't care.seriously, how do they develop such an attitude? it's really amazing. i don't think i can ever achieve that.
i was damn depressed...i have been...& so are my friends who care for co.
is my practice not enough? how come the more i try, the more the disappointing the result will be...
immediately after that was math test.
oh crap. i over-estimated my ability.
i got stucked somewhere because at a moment my mind was blank. & there was only few minutes left to check the answer.
in which i spotted an error but didn't have enough time to figure out...aaargh!
after recess was chemistry test.
this was a nightmare. how come our class always gets the more difficult paper?
i screwed it up just like math. hahahaha. my head really ached after that.
&followed by physics lesson. which is when my head really exploded.
why are we learning all these things! why did i take physics in the first place!!
acceleration? oh my god.
half of it i didn't understand.
i think i'm gonna fail this. & ms cheung said the next topic will be harder than kinematics....hahaha! i dug my own grave. maybe the grave wasn't big enough
& so it's my very very lucky day
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.Friday, April 03, 2009 ' 8:57 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
oh finally another hell day is over.
these days i'm so unlucky...when will good luck come to me?
today i almost wanted to scold vulgar at the 3rd stall de uncle.
this dabian face is really pissing off people.
i was like talking to yueyao(already bought)while queuing.and was not really paying attentiong to that dabian face.
then he shouted to the boy behind me saying:"不用紧她们没有排队的" and took order from him.
i was like what the *.
& he was kinda ignoring me at first when i wanted to tell him what i wanted.
after i boguht, i said to yy：“他讲我没排队"
then this dabian face was all very rude as usual "你一直在那里讲话"blah blah crap which i don't remember.
i rolled my eyes. & said “你那个时候也没有理我阿".
this stall really sucks.
i mean he is kind of in a 服务行业 leh! how can he have this kind of attitude?
in a business world if he dared to talk to customers like this he'll end up in hell.
i wonder what are the surveys about the stall is for?
bet this stall was being complained for countless times. how come this dabian face is still there?
next time i should tell him: "walao什么attitude来的. no wonder so many people complain in the survey".
really wanted to slap him.qianbian. curse him.
& his daugher is also equally qianbian. many people might think she's cute.
NONONO.
i heard yy say she ”抓" & make our pipa 走音 during co last saturday in canteen.
有其父必有其女. really hope i won't see them in the new RV campus.
test was a mess.bio & phy. how i love these subjects!
only good thing happened today was that we laughed until crazy when we were looking at the newly made ez-link card of some people...with photos of their primary school.
i know this is bad...but can't help it.
SOME ARE REALLY REALLY REALLY FUNNY. cough cough.
& more laughters at CCA when 蔡老师 tried to teach us 台风.
“这边先起来，要温柔的，手臂停留2秒..."
“1，2，3，手臂,转...”
i feel like we're in dance....the way he said was very funny!as if we're doing体操or some sorts of dance.
&5 of us sit in a row, facing juniors and seniors, doing the same actions repeatedly with 蔡老师 saying “1，2，3...1,2,3...”at the side.
we were very entertaining.
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