.Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ' 5:48 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
today is a sad day....
mr choy shared his life story with us, & i'm amazed by how strong he is & ashamed of myself
compared to him, the pressure i have in my life seems like nothing & yet i'm so bad at handling it.
so..i SWEAR that i shall try to stop complaining everyday & stop feeling so bad & live a happier life
stop worrying about the crap result! what does it matter (lying to myself)? after all, what is important is to be happy!
but i have to say, the way school tabulate results is very weird and rediculous.
i have no idea how come i passed the exam & yet my result is not as good as those who didn't pass.
you mean their oral presentation is so much better than mine?
but i think i didn't screw mine leh?
i didn't mean to offend you all if you are those people i'm talking about..i'm just very confused.
& feeling it's very unfair.
is this caused by moderation? hmmmm... i seriously think moderation is a tool to cheat yourself lar. the moderated marks is like a lie...that only makes the progress report look nicer.
it's not that i can't understand why the school moderate certain subjects,but i think at most they moderate it to a pass grade. moderate to A grade? isn't it rediculous?
if this is the case why do we study so hard for exams?
so i decided to clairfy my questions with teachers tomorrow.
anyway today me yy and kc went to super dog. again. i think i'm feeling a bit sick of it though i was the one who suggested.
& this is a extremely long.....fries....
almost as long as my face.or is it longer?
i slacked today. finally. i don't want to do bio, phy, lots of ASK, Biculture & stuffs....cause i'm stuck in the mid of bio prac & phy ASK! why isn't anybody online? somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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