.Thursday, April 23, 2009 ' 7:43 PM Y
【昔の輝きに潰されそうな、今の私。だけど、昔の輝きも嘘ばっかりだった。】
i havea always wanted to blog about this but was..well...erm...too embarassed and i couldn't find the right chance.
so now, i use SYF as a reason to post about my gratitude for my section.
this is specially dedicated to pipa <3i still rmb how i was unwilling to go co when i was sec1. and when i see people going to school just for cca, i thought something was wrong with them.
now, i totally changed my perspective. now, i'm currently like those people. i want co. co SYF was like my goal for a long time, and suddenly when it ended i feel empty. and i really want to go back to cca, see all of your faces and 一起努力 again.
i also rmb the incident that has happened in sec1. though none of you ever mentioned but i didn't forget.
i think i owe you all a sorry for long time already.
now i came to think back, i think i was really very 欠扁. & i'm really greatful that my seniors are so forgiving.
and so we didn't really bond at the start.admit there was like a cold war.
but things got better, especially during the penang trip.
that was the first time i went overseas with school, and it's one of the most memorable thing in my life.
we really bonded to become a section during that trip. and i began to realise how lucky i was to be in pipa. to have section mates like you all, whom i really love and enjoy every moment together.
then it was zhiyin4. once again, we have exprienced something together and that drew us even closer.
finally, the SYF.
i think our section really put in a lot of effort. we really cared. we rarely miss a practice and try our best to do whatever the intstructors have said.
although we might not be good enough, we still improved a lot and i think this already proves our passion for co,and for pipa.
i must thank my seniors again. i know it's because of your effort that i was able to go to SYF. & i was really touched. you are really great seniors!!!!
even though SYF might be the last stage that we will perform together, but i think our bond will not disappear. the days we spend together, all the hapiness and tears, will last forever.
ziqi: you have been very cheerful and funny! always able to make us laugh with your "craziness". if you are not there, i feel like there is some empty hole that make us all feel sian. thank you for encouraging us juniors a lot and try to advice us to play better! i got listen very seriously de! haha!
elisa: 淑女!!hehheh.i have to tell you your presence always make people calm..because you look like a 大姐姐 taking care of children! not saying you look old, but you are very 温柔 and "motherly". you should smile more often because your smile is very sweet! thank you for being more normal because if you are like ziqi or ximeng, i think we'll all go crazy (oops. don't come after me ziqi ximeng!)
ximeng: hoho. didn't know that your 嘴巴 is very 贱. like me!! do you know that you are very funny! like 背地里默默搞笑 type. & i have to give a thumbs up because you are very strong (not as in macho). i think if during the section talk you also cry then i surely got tears coming down..(i'm trying very hard to cry you know!i'm so cold-blooded these days, although i feel damn sad but no tears come out!) i think we'll be a great team if we work together and tease xiuhui!
joey: zou-yi. your laughter is soooooooooooooooooooooo cute and funny! why didn't you let us record and use as our message tone? although because of SYF we rarely see each other, but i think after CO resume we can have fun togther again! luckily we still have you and anyi if not me and xiuhui will die because of loneliness as seniors have graduated le T_T
anyi: forgive me for calling you aunty also. didn't know that you are quite suitable to be a teacher leh! good job teaching newbies! anyway just want to tell you that your face is very funny! always like the same expression that gives people a feeling that you are being bullied.. or maybe the sian face -.- we'll have more time together after CO resume and i shall examine your expressions!
last but not least, xiuhui!(see i put you in the last so nice!):
i always wondered what will happen to me if my good buddy was not you, and was someone who is sucky and not-likeable kind of person.my cca life will be very miserable, even if there are damn good seniors and super cute juniors. we seem like very different type of person, but we can actually talk a lot of things and even share feelings that we only tell to our very very close friends. even though sometimes you are overly-crazy, i think i'm quite used to that part of you. so let's accompany each other on the road of CO! & we shall never pang-seh each other!
i love pipa!!!!i love my seniors,juniors and seniors!!!thank you for making my life so great!
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